Light Touch

What is she gonna say?
Curled in the corner
Shaking, she keeps them so close
And you let them know everything about you

But it's those things you can't express
Those feelings that your trying to forget
They make you who you are
Is it just who i want you to be?

She can't just ask idle questions
And my hand lights up
Reaches over and touches your cheek
My lips light up and do the same

Suddenly she forgets
And remembers everything
I still don't know what her voice sounds like anymore
But i've spent so long forgetting

Who is she to me on this midnight drive
Not who she used to be
She's so selfish, she could change everything
Then her lips light up

Recovery

I moved to force myself into social isolation

To experience everything as novel

To isolate my character and find myself

I essentially reverted to a blank sheet of environment

I'm lonely, but lacking desperation

I have made little if any effort to spend time with my new roomate

I stay inside

I'm sitting in a library a row down from a beautiful girl

I won't say a word to her

My idea of adventure is going to populated areas

Where social interaction is taboo

This is the beginning of my recovery