Wednesday, July 1, 2009


I moved to force myself into social isolation

To experience everything as novel

To isolate my character and find myself

I essentially reverted to a blank sheet of environment

I'm lonely, but lacking desperation

I have made little if any effort to spend time with my new roomate

I stay inside

I'm sitting in a library a row down from a beautiful girl

I won't say a word to her

My idea of adventure is going to populated areas

Where social interaction is taboo

This is the beginning of my recovery