I moved to force myself into social isolation
To experience everything as novel
To isolate my character and find myself
I essentially reverted to a blank sheet of environment
I'm lonely, but lacking desperation
I have made little if any effort to spend time with my new roomate
I stay inside
I'm sitting in a library a row down from a beautiful girl
I won't say a word to her
My idea of adventure is going to populated areas
Where social interaction is taboo
This is the beginning of my recovery
